The guy in line in front of me says, “thanks,” and walks away.
It’s my turn.
My throat closes right up, and I have to talk my brain into spitting out the words I’ve rehearsed over and over for the last two hours.
“Hi!” I manage with a smile as I step up to Johnny Yong Bosch’s table at Collective Con this morning, ready to remind him that we met yesterday, that we talked about Fullmetal Alchemist, and that he signed a print and took a picture with me.
But before I can say any of that, his eyes narrow.
“Car…ole?” he ventures.
“Yes!” I say, thrilled that he not only remembers that I visited his table yesterday, but that he remembers my name.
I proceed to explain that I drew a picture for him. I preface with the fact that I saw him at Collective Con last year when he told “the quarter story,” and that I thought at the time that I should draw a picture of what I imagined when I heard that story and give it to him if I ever got to see him again.
And that I didn’t do it.
So, I woke up this morning and thought, “I have to do it. I have to draw it. And if I draw it, I have to give it to him. Even if it’s no good, and he doesn’t like it, I have to do it.”
So I did it.
I drew it.
I walked up to his table.
And with my heart beating so loudly Kyle Hebert must have been able to hear it two tables away, I handed my drawing to Johnny Yong Bosch.
And got exactly the reaction I had hoped for.
Okay, so I told myself that I was prepared for anything. That I would be perfectly fine if all he said was, “Huh, cool. Thanks.”
The reaction I actually got was unbelievably rewarding. Made the heart racing, stomach in knots, I-can’t-possibly-take-this-risk feelings so worth it. He really liked it, laughed, showed it to his friend right away, and took a picture of it before putting it away. He offered me a print of Yukio, and I could not have felt more appreciative and appreciated.
I floated away from that table. Feet did not touch the ground.
Then later…he posted my drawing on Instagram.
I think I hit the ceiling.
I haven’t stopped grinning since.
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😀
😀
Seriously.
I can’t stop.
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Me, Johnny Yong Bosch, and Matt 😀
Me and Johnny Yong Bosch! So excited!!
Johnny Yong Bosch
The picture I drew for Johnny Yong Bosch. Worked up the nerve to give it to him, and he posted it on Instagram!
The picture I drew for Johnny Yong Bosch. Worked up the nerve to give it to him, and he posted it on Instagram!
Johnny Yong Bosch gave me this when I gave him the picture I drew for him! ❤
Matt with Kyle Hebert, voice actor for Ryu and Gohan
Autograph from Kyle Hebert, voice actor for Ryu and Gohan
Autograph from Kyle Hebert, voice actor for Ryu and Gohan
Autograph in Fairy Tail vol. 1 from Cherami Leigh who voices Lucy
Autograph in Fairy Tail vol. 1 from Cherami Leigh who voices Lucy
Johnny Yong Bosch and Jason Faunt
Johnny Yong Bosch and Jason Faunt
Johnny Yong Bosch and Jason Faunt
Johnny Yong Bosch and Jason Faunt
Kyle Hebert and Cherami Leigh
Kyle Hebert and Cherami Leigh
Roger E. Mosley
Chester Rushing and Chelsea Talmadge from Stranger Things
Chester Rushing
Chester Rushing from Stranger Things
Met Master Skywalker!
LOVE these! I got 2 others from the artist last year and was so happy to see her again this year!
Fun stuff from artist alley!
LOVE THIS GUY! Thankful to him and to my parents and brother for all their support, encouragement, and belief in my bravery. I couldn’t do it without you guys.
“I’d be lost without you.”
I’m always inspired whenever I have a chance to immerse myself in creativity. Conventions are no exception. All the artists and actors really inspire me to continue working on my writing, both books and songs, and on my artwork. I’m writing a brand new young-adult novel called In Your Shadow about a vampire and his best friend, and I’m super excited about it. It’s about friendship, loyalty, and figuring out who you are in the midst of chaos. Hoping to have it ready to start pitching to agents by June.
Take risks, embrace the racing heartbeat, and get out there.
–ki eezane